Look at that… It’s only been 3 days and I’m on here again. This is for those that read my last post and think I’ve lost my mind. *cheesy smile* I haven’t. I’m okay. I just like to exaggerate my emotions sometimes. It’s fun. So, just to clarify a few things… I don’t try to make my neighbors think I’m crazy. Though, it does sound like an adventurous thing to do... And I’m not about to explode do to sexual frustration. Lol… At least I’m not right now… The key… Staying busy.
I am so looking forward to the day when I can do what I love to do and get paid for it. I mean, right now, I know I can do what I like to do and get paid for it (which I am grateful for because most people can’t even say that). However, I want to LOVE what I do. I LOVE watching my vision come to past and being creatively involved in that vision. Whether it’s a poem, a song, a web series, a book, an album or the desire to play the guitar… These are all things that are a part of who I am. If any of these things are missing, I’m not complete. Like a mother who carries a baby in her womb and finally gives birth… The journey may not always be pleasant, but the joy when that baby is finally born, is indescribable.
I’ve learned so much about myself within these last few months and I know there is still so much to learn. I’m not embarrassed to say that at twenty-eight years old, I’m still learning who I am creatively and who I am as a woman. I’ve met some amazing people recently. I mean, only God knows if they’re destined to be lifetime friends or temporary connections but, either way, I am thankful for what I’ve learned from them… and/or through the experience of meeting them. They have inspired me as an artist in more ways than they know.